My dear lady. I am concerned for you. When I read your messages in recent week you have changed. You're not really happy, mood is bad, it seems like you're carrying on a big problem. It affects your body, making you feel tired, your feet are heavy and hurts.
Do you have any problems now? What is it that destroys your mood?
I'm sorry that I can't be near you, so I can take care of you. But if you tell me, perhaps I can help.